Hi everybody,
As much as it pains me to say it, I do have to pass down my crown at one point. As much as this program has shaped who I am and what I have accomplished in one short year, it's almost time to give another young woman the chance of a lifetime. Applications are now being accepted! Please don't hesitate to apply. Even though there can only be one Miss Cosmo, being a part of this event and meeting the Cosmo team is the chance of a lifetime. Don't sell yourself short (I almost didn't compete last year!). Details are at misscosmopolitan.org
There are many opportunities to get scholarship money even if you don't happen to be chosen as Miss Cosmopolitan. Here are some examples:
$750 Scholarship to Miss Cosmopolitan
$350 Scholarship to First Runner-up
$250 Scholarship to Second Runner-up
$150 Scholarship to Third Runner-up
$100 Scholarship to Fourth Runner-up
$100 Talent Award
$100 Interview Award
$100 Producers Award
For the one lucky lady who is chosen as Miss Cosmo the prize package includes:
Official Crown
Official 2010 Miss Cosmopolitan Sash
Crown Pin
Crown Ring
Crown Box
Official Cosmo Autograph Sheets
Official Cosmo business cards
$750 Scholarship Award
Appearances arranged by the Cosmo Team
Prep for the state pageant by the Cosmo Team
Entry in the 2010 Miss Indiana Pageant
The sky is the limit ladies. You choose your destiny, not vice versa.
Warmest wishes,
Brittany
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
Hello everyone!
Gosh, I've missed you guys! Please excuse my absence from blogging for the past month, I have been on. a ROLL!!! School is in full swing, so is pageant season, job interviewing season, football season, dance season, and graduate school applying season. Needless to say, I have been working hard and playing hard. Let me jump right into some updates!
Last weekend pageant season commenced with Miss Fort Wayne. I was honored with first runner-up and the beautiful Emily Hart took the title home. The whole day was just way too much fun, especially with my roommate Sable beginning her MAO journey and accompanying me! She got the academic award and the spirit award (I think this is the most important award you can get). I was so proud of us :) No worries though, I'm not giving up yet! Miss Duneland is this weekend. Let me tell you what, it is one power packed local (I mean c'mon look at the track record, who doesn't want to be Miss Duneland?!). I'm going into SO excited to see my friends from state, some of my very favorites are going to be there. This is going to be about fun and the experience for me. I can't wait to get back up to those beach houses! After that (hopefully there won't be an after that...) is Miss Three Rivers Festival on October 24th, another opportunity to support my beloved hometown. Come out and watch!
Other than that, I turned twenty two... wow I feel old. After 21, birthdays kind of start to dwindle. However, my friends and I are fighting back and are determined to make 22 better than 21. So of course this birthday included my first karaoke experience in Bloomington. Let's just say, I should stick to dancing.
I am also applying to graduate school in Chicago at Columbia College for Arts, Entertainment, and Media Management... I know... it's perfect isn't it? I am very excited by the possibility of doing this program, but not wanting to limit my options should I change my mind (which I NEVER do:). I am interviewing through the Kelley School. However, after attending a few career fairs and networking events, I'm pretty convinced that corporate is not for me. I would rather make a big difference in a small company than be a number at an enormous corporation. In general though, it's just an exciting though that I can do anything I want next year. No more protocol of the "right thing to do" (aka graduate high school, get a bachelor's degree, etc.). It's very energizing to have this big change right around the corner!
As for Miss Cosmopolitan, I have been very busy with appearances as well. I got to go to the Fort Wayne Radiothon for Riley Hospital. Thank you WAJI Magic 95.1 for having me, it was truly heart felt and very personal being there at Riley raising money and playing with those sweet, sweet kiddos. Riley Lesh was there, a miracle baby who's dad's wedding band cold fit around her bicep when she was born. I also attended the Answers for Autism Walk in Carmel, IN. It was an all day events with tents full of sensory friendly activities for children on the Autism Spectrum, merchandise for Autism, and even a DJ. The event was a huge success! My whole family came, even my neph-dog Jackson, and it meant the world to me. Unfortunately they missed my rock wall climb... now that was a sight... Wish me luck this weekend!
All my love,
Brittany
Saturday, September 5, 2009
The Big Apple and B-town
Family and friends,
I am finally settled back at school, thank goodness! After my recent explosion of inspiration to prepare for Miss Fort Wayne, the last part of the summer has been anything but relaxing.However, VERY productive and challenging. I was so lucky to be able to take a trip to New York with my mom. I was able to prepare a new talent that I absolutely adore, thanks to Broadway choreographer Shea Sullivan. Her enthusiasm and creativity is so intoxicating and infectious. I left the studio everyday feeling positve and so excited! We couldn't go to New York without see the infamous Lion King! It was unbelievable how they did the costumes and masks. I think I probably looked like a three year old the whole time because I was smiling so big. My mom and I were accompanied by my friend Claire Buffie (2nd runner up to Miss Indiana and 3rd runner up to Miss New York... basically a pro). I got to spend some time with her after the show, ask her all the questions I had. Life chats are always good :) Claire gave me the name and number of a former Miss America who I got to have coffee with. I felt so grateful for these opportunites and I left New York feeling extremely positive about my choice to go and a lot more relaxed about my future locals. If Miss America wants me this year, wonderful, if not I have a lot of other positive things in my life. Everything happens for a reason, so this year I'm going into it trusting the process and HAVING FUN! Something I forgot to do enough of at state.
Moving back to Bloomington was bitter sweet. Starting my senior year is exciting and terrifying (thinking about going in the "real world"). For the next year, though, I get to live with my six best girlfriends and thoroughly live up my senior year. Plus, I could not be happier having my OWN space! I absolutely love our house, location, size, and checkered tiles alike. Can't wait to finish my college career with a bang!
Although I'm spending Labor Day weekend with family and friends at the lake, I want to wish Carolyne Holcomb a big good luck at the National Sweetheart pageant this weekend. Getting first runner-up at Miss Indiana this year qualified her for National Sweetheart and I just know they are going to love her quirky sweetness just like everyone in the Miss Indiana family. Go get it girly!
I will keep you updated on my Miss Fort Wayne preperation and how the locals go! Woo hoo!
Warmest Wishes,
Brittany
I am finally settled back at school, thank goodness! After my recent explosion of inspiration to prepare for Miss Fort Wayne, the last part of the summer has been anything but relaxing.However, VERY productive and challenging. I was so lucky to be able to take a trip to New York with my mom. I was able to prepare a new talent that I absolutely adore, thanks to Broadway choreographer Shea Sullivan. Her enthusiasm and creativity is so intoxicating and infectious. I left the studio everyday feeling positve and so excited! We couldn't go to New York without see the infamous Lion King! It was unbelievable how they did the costumes and masks. I think I probably looked like a three year old the whole time because I was smiling so big. My mom and I were accompanied by my friend Claire Buffie (2nd runner up to Miss Indiana and 3rd runner up to Miss New York... basically a pro). I got to spend some time with her after the show, ask her all the questions I had. Life chats are always good :) Claire gave me the name and number of a former Miss America who I got to have coffee with. I felt so grateful for these opportunites and I left New York feeling extremely positive about my choice to go and a lot more relaxed about my future locals. If Miss America wants me this year, wonderful, if not I have a lot of other positive things in my life. Everything happens for a reason, so this year I'm going into it trusting the process and HAVING FUN! Something I forgot to do enough of at state.
Moving back to Bloomington was bitter sweet. Starting my senior year is exciting and terrifying (thinking about going in the "real world"). For the next year, though, I get to live with my six best girlfriends and thoroughly live up my senior year. Plus, I could not be happier having my OWN space! I absolutely love our house, location, size, and checkered tiles alike. Can't wait to finish my college career with a bang!
Although I'm spending Labor Day weekend with family and friends at the lake, I want to wish Carolyne Holcomb a big good luck at the National Sweetheart pageant this weekend. Getting first runner-up at Miss Indiana this year qualified her for National Sweetheart and I just know they are going to love her quirky sweetness just like everyone in the Miss Indiana family. Go get it girly!
I will keep you updated on my Miss Fort Wayne preperation and how the locals go! Woo hoo!
Warmest Wishes,
Brittany
Monday, July 27, 2009
So you think you can...?
Friends and Family,
I didn't realize how the impact the hit show "So you think you can dance?" had on me every summer until last week. I was scared to try again. Being Miss Indiana is a dream of mine, but having not met my goal at the competition this year, thinking I may have disappointed made me want to quit. After all, that is the easy way out, isn't it? Trying again means being busy beyond belief, countless hours of sweat and tears, and maybe even breaking downa time or two. But I want it all. Again. It wasn't until the little fireball Jeanette got kicked off SYTYCD (the abbreviation for my favorite show) that I got my inspiration. Ya, I know it sounds lame to get my inspiration from a TV show on Fox, but that's just how it happened.
Jeanette was the kind of dancer who made people follow her movements in their seats. She was the kind of dancer who is so amazing at one style that you don't think she'll even survive another. Then, she kicks that styles butt too. She completely owns everything she does. Mia Michaels told her that she was her favorite dancer this season. MIA MICHAELS!!! I had decided she was going to be the winner for the 2009 season. And then, she got the boot. No one expected it. I didn't think it would affect me so much.
My mom and I watch the show together every Wednesday and Thursday, I know, lame again. When they called Jeanette's name, I felt so let down. I thought, "but Mia Michaels told her she was the favorite!" I thought, "She must be devastated." But she wasn't. Her face looked sad for about a second and a half and then content. She said, the show gave her the greatest gift of all. Besides the people she would never forget, and the opportunity to work with the best choreographers in the country, being on the show reminded her how much she loved to dance. She was working at a bank, going to school part-time, training for a job that made her miserable. She remembered why she went on the show in the first place. I looked at my mom, and I said, "This doesn't even phase her, she's just thinking, 'I made it this far, what's next?'". She looked back at me and said, "Brittany, let that be a lesson to you." I guess my discouragement wasn't as big of a secret as I thought it was.
I did let it be a lesson. I lesson to remember why I started this journey in the Miss America Organization. A lesson to remember how far I've come and how far I can go. I can't wait to find out.
How far can YOU go?
Love,
Brittany
I didn't realize how the impact the hit show "So you think you can dance?" had on me every summer until last week. I was scared to try again. Being Miss Indiana is a dream of mine, but having not met my goal at the competition this year, thinking I may have disappointed made me want to quit. After all, that is the easy way out, isn't it? Trying again means being busy beyond belief, countless hours of sweat and tears, and maybe even breaking downa time or two. But I want it all. Again. It wasn't until the little fireball Jeanette got kicked off SYTYCD (the abbreviation for my favorite show) that I got my inspiration. Ya, I know it sounds lame to get my inspiration from a TV show on Fox, but that's just how it happened.
Jeanette was the kind of dancer who made people follow her movements in their seats. She was the kind of dancer who is so amazing at one style that you don't think she'll even survive another. Then, she kicks that styles butt too. She completely owns everything she does. Mia Michaels told her that she was her favorite dancer this season. MIA MICHAELS!!! I had decided she was going to be the winner for the 2009 season. And then, she got the boot. No one expected it. I didn't think it would affect me so much.
My mom and I watch the show together every Wednesday and Thursday, I know, lame again. When they called Jeanette's name, I felt so let down. I thought, "but Mia Michaels told her she was the favorite!" I thought, "She must be devastated." But she wasn't. Her face looked sad for about a second and a half and then content. She said, the show gave her the greatest gift of all. Besides the people she would never forget, and the opportunity to work with the best choreographers in the country, being on the show reminded her how much she loved to dance. She was working at a bank, going to school part-time, training for a job that made her miserable. She remembered why she went on the show in the first place. I looked at my mom, and I said, "This doesn't even phase her, she's just thinking, 'I made it this far, what's next?'". She looked back at me and said, "Brittany, let that be a lesson to you." I guess my discouragement wasn't as big of a secret as I thought it was.
I did let it be a lesson. I lesson to remember why I started this journey in the Miss America Organization. A lesson to remember how far I've come and how far I can go. I can't wait to find out.
How far can YOU go?
Love,
Brittany
Monday, July 13, 2009
Ah... Summer :)
Friends and family,
As Kenney Chesney ever-so-wittingly puts it, "It's a smile, it's a kiss, it's a sip of wine, it's summertime!" Sweet summertime. And I'm here for the duration of it! After a few big miscommunications with IU, I found out I would not be getting any credits for my internship abroad (originally, it was six). This truly put a damper on it considering I wasn't getting paid either and would have to add six credits to my senior year to graduate on time. Although, Australia would have been an amazing experience, it WAS 50 degrees and I would have been in an office 9-5 instead of the lake. Plus, I'm going on two amazing trips (North Carolina this summer, Scotland next summer) with my girlfriends! Although it may be a loss career wise, it's a gain people wise as I get to spend the summer with my loved ones and some much needed quality time at home. After all, at the end of life, are you going to remember "a good career move" or unforgettable moments with the people you love. I chose the latter. So, you may see me around a lot more than expected this summer!
As for life after Miss Indiana, it's different. I've never felt so...lost... at first. After you work consistenly for something for so long and want so deeply for something, it can be almost depressing when it's over. However, I wasn't going to let myself sulk around the house too long. It's been a few weeks, and I feel as though I've "got my bearings." I lost the joy of simplicity (although gained adrenaline and excitement) during the months preparing. Being at the lake, going on long walks with my mom, sipping coffee on our porch, and boating with friends has brought me back to that centered self. I didn't realize how much I had missed her :)
I am, however, getting excited that pageant season is right around the corner! I'm researching ways to stretch myself and take me to the next level. I'm talking to people, soaking up their knowledge, coming up with ways to help others on a bigger scale, and strategizing on where I want to take my talent so that I get the privledge to make it back to Miss Indiana next year. I feel ready to take on that much larger job :) I hope the summer finds you enjoying life.
Warm wishes,
Britt
As Kenney Chesney ever-so-wittingly puts it, "It's a smile, it's a kiss, it's a sip of wine, it's summertime!" Sweet summertime. And I'm here for the duration of it! After a few big miscommunications with IU, I found out I would not be getting any credits for my internship abroad (originally, it was six). This truly put a damper on it considering I wasn't getting paid either and would have to add six credits to my senior year to graduate on time. Although, Australia would have been an amazing experience, it WAS 50 degrees and I would have been in an office 9-5 instead of the lake. Plus, I'm going on two amazing trips (North Carolina this summer, Scotland next summer) with my girlfriends! Although it may be a loss career wise, it's a gain people wise as I get to spend the summer with my loved ones and some much needed quality time at home. After all, at the end of life, are you going to remember "a good career move" or unforgettable moments with the people you love. I chose the latter. So, you may see me around a lot more than expected this summer!
As for life after Miss Indiana, it's different. I've never felt so...lost... at first. After you work consistenly for something for so long and want so deeply for something, it can be almost depressing when it's over. However, I wasn't going to let myself sulk around the house too long. It's been a few weeks, and I feel as though I've "got my bearings." I lost the joy of simplicity (although gained adrenaline and excitement) during the months preparing. Being at the lake, going on long walks with my mom, sipping coffee on our porch, and boating with friends has brought me back to that centered self. I didn't realize how much I had missed her :)
I am, however, getting excited that pageant season is right around the corner! I'm researching ways to stretch myself and take me to the next level. I'm talking to people, soaking up their knowledge, coming up with ways to help others on a bigger scale, and strategizing on where I want to take my talent so that I get the privledge to make it back to Miss Indiana next year. I feel ready to take on that much larger job :) I hope the summer finds you enjoying life.
Warm wishes,
Britt
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Miss Indiana!!!!
Friends and family,
Waiting for five months for this past week was pure torture. Somehow, by the grace of God it came. And wow, was it worth the wait!
I arrived in style, accompanied by a man named Jermaine who so kindly picked me up in an Infinite SUV so "tricked out" that it could only hold the likes of such big names as Bob Sanders, Gary Brackett, and apparently Brittany Hagan. The only stipulation for me (as well as Bob and Gary, I'm sure) was that I couldn't open the door for myself, I had to wait for someone to come around and open it for me. Ah, wow is me, I'm so deprived! It goes without saying that I could not have asked for a better way to arrive to the wildest week of my life.
I was welcomed by Miss Indiana herself, Megan Meadors and a Hawaiin lei! After move in, we were graced with the presence of the MAO chairman Mr. Sam Haskell. He was an unbelievable speaker! He told stories from childhooh that all of us have. It was so great to hear something so relatable yet that still held great meaning. Next stop, the runway at fashion week. Well, not really, but that's what it felt like! The notorious Matt Stoltz came to shoot the videos that would open each night of competition. Donning exquisite gowns, fans in our hair, and some high energy music, each one of us truly felt like a supermodel. I thought, "How can this moment be topped?"
I couldn't have been more wrong. Every moment of this week topped the next because the next moment was the moment I met the Craig Munk and his booming voice. :) I had only heard about it, but never expected it to be SO startling. No, but truly, both Craig and Karen Munk put their heart and soul into producing a show that is unsurpassed in the state of Indiana. They brought us a national dance champion to do the choreography, which absolutely thrilled me! It took us three solid days of rehearsal, but we got it by gosh!
The first two days were filled with just that, rehearsals and food. LOTS of amazing food! Not only was I showered with my favorites by the Cosmo directors and my parents (peanut M and M's and Swedish fish in case you're wondering) but I was treated to some splendid culinary treats like Black Buggy, Abuelo's (I LOVE Mexican food), and Amore pizza. It was important to keep the energy level high throughout the week because we were on the go the entire time.
When we weren't rehearsing or eating fabulous food, we were out and about being with people. Zionsville welcomed our presence without any reservation. We first got to meet the Lions Club of Zionsville. Not only were we blown away by THEIR spirit of giving, but I was blown away by these women I got to spend the week with. We were each asked to take the microphone and tell our name, title, hometown, and talk about our platform (a surprise to us, but this was one of the many times that week we had to be as flexible and willing as Miss Indiana). After every single girl, I felt so connected. I felt like going out into the community and immediately acting on whatever cause they demanded because they each had so much invested and their heart truly was out in the open for each lion and contestant to see. The vulnerability in the room brought us all closer that day and was truly a highlight of the week.
Tuesday also brought us the best dress rehearsal ever. Not really. There were glitches... lots of glitches. Some of them planned. I cannot tell you how much fun we had announcing our "platforms" to the audience that night. Among these platforms were "Rhinestone Addiction: The Shiny Killer" and "Feed the Baton Twirling Contestant Leanna Ross" (We love you Leanna). I hope the audience that night had as much fun watching the show as we had performing it.
We probably needed a few laughs that night because the next day brought the dreaded day... interview day. I was lucky enough to talk to my mom that morning, say a prayer with her, and deliver my 30-second interview closing to her (although it took about a minute and a half because I was so choked up saying it out loud). Although the judges were on their toes, shooting questions left and right, even interrupting each other to ask me some truly tough questions, I walked out feeling as if I did everything I could have. I walked out feeling as if I had shown them my heart, and I knew that's all I could ask for.
Wednesday night preliminaries came and went in a flash, but I didn't walk away empty handed. My name was called as the swimsuit winner! Thank you Billy Blanks :) Not really, watching Giselle in a few fashion shows on YouTube before the competition definitely gave me a leg up. The excitement from the award made it a little hard to sleep that night, but the adrenaline I got from the next day's appearances pulled me through.
We started off the day my favorite way: good food and even better company. We got to spend the morning with the Elks in Lebanon, IN who have provided scholarships to the top ten as Miss Indiana for the last 40 years. As part of the Miss Indiana Scholarship Program, we are unbelievably grateful for their continued support, not only financially, but being a voice for us. When we thought the morning couldn't be topped, we hopped on the bus to go to our next stop: Riley Hospital for Children. Just walking into the atrium of this heaven-sent place can stop you in your tracks. You get a glimpse of a brave little face looking up at you from a red wagon, see a mom putting her warm hand on a tiny head bald from chemotherapy, or a brick in the hospital's foundation that represents a child that has passed and you just feel humbled. I can't tell you how honored I was just to be in the presence of just fearless souls. It's an even bigger honor to represent them, being an advocate of the Children's Miracle Network.
Although it is hard to follow up such an incredible appearance, but shopping is always a good place to start. After Riley's we got to shop at the infamous Secret Ingredient! I got an awesome bag and two pair of earrings for my mom who shares my love for big, shiny jewelry.
Preliminary night number two was just as exciting as night number one, although this one was full of emotions for me. After the show, seeing my family and friends was just enough to make my eyes brim with tears and then bawl. The adrenaline, exhaustion, and pressure had gotten to me and I just needed some good ole' fashioned hugs. Even though I may not have gotten enough that night, I sure got my fill the next day.
I have never met two little girls who loved hugs as much as my princesses Emma and Veeda. They welcomed me with open arms, and didn't stop until the moment everything was over, and I wouldn't have wanted it any other way. Throughout the day, through rehearsals and crownings and luncheons, they could not give enough hugs. Sometimes, it's the little ones who know all the secrets :) We got to meet some other special little ones later that day at the Boys and Girls Club. There was a "proud to be a girl" parade and a crowns vs. kids kickball game where a couple of kiddos may have gotten more of the kickball than they wanted. It was intense. Of course, we "let them" win.
My princesses accompanied me to the teen pageant last night and we graced the stage with a fun number with Miss Indiana and they got to be serenaded by Miss America herself. The teen pageant ended with the crowning of Miss Northeast's Outstanding Teen Lydia Daley. Lydia and I started our show business career together at Cathy Ann's Studio of Dance in Auburn many, many years ago. It was great to see her grow into such an accomplished and hilarious young lady.
Although I was thoroughly exhausted by this point, Friday was another night of restlessness. Waiting to find out if your life is changed forever is truly not easy. However, as soon as the day begun, we were on the move and didn't have time to contemplate if we would be performing that night. It began with a brunch with all of our family and friends where each contestant shared her experience, journey, or special moments within the Miss America Organization. Since I don't think I can reproduce the special and hilarious things that were shared there, I will leave that for the people who were there. I think it was one of those moments where ya just had to be there.
The afternoon brought the traditional parade down Main Street in Zionsville with my two princesses. I think I was truly just as excited as they were as this was only my second parade ever! We had a blast, let me tell you! I think I wore myself out waving, but I was lucky enough to get my caffeine kick from Eagle Coffee where I did my autograph signing!
Although it had been a fun filled morning and week at that, the tension and anxiety started to build as soon as the contestants met up again for our last dinner together at Cobblestone Grill. A few words of wisdom and comfort from Megan Meadors, Michael Nash, Frank Ricketts, and Katie Stam helped me to breath a little easier. One thing stuck in my head specifically and that was, "Approximately 350 talented, intelligent, and beautiful women competed acrosss the state this year, and 28 are sitting here now. You have already succeeded by being here." Those words were like a warm blanket to my heart. I had to remember six months back when I sat staring at pictures of the Miss Indiana week last year saying over and over again, " I just want to go to Miss Indiana one time, it looks like the time of their lives." And here I was, having the time of my life.
It didn't matter when I didn't make top ten that night (ok well it mattered for about 25 minutes of true sobbing). I was truly happy for the women that had put in the time and earned their spot to be there. My awards at the end of the night were even greater than the title or the crown. I was named Newcomer of the Year (which Justin says is a sign I'm going to be as big of a star as Peyton Manning since he was rookie of the year :) and Children's Miracle Network Award winner. I thought back to the times I had been at Riley. Looking at each of those kids, I though if I could just do something to help... something to help you have a normal childhood like I did. And I think I did help. I didn't come here to go to Miss America. Being in the Miss America Organization is not about the actual pageant. It's not about the trip to Las Vegas. It's not about the crown. Like I rehearsed to my mom with tears in my eyes a very special part of my closing, "I stand here today because I want to make a difference." I hope my trip to Miss Indiana made one other contestant laugh (I'm pretty sure I did that at least once with a few mishaps backstage), made two little princesses believe in dreams, and made one little chest at Riley breath easier. That is what I came here to do, and that is what I did. Remember "if anything counts, everything counts."
Warm Wishes,
Britt
Waiting for five months for this past week was pure torture. Somehow, by the grace of God it came. And wow, was it worth the wait!
I arrived in style, accompanied by a man named Jermaine who so kindly picked me up in an Infinite SUV so "tricked out" that it could only hold the likes of such big names as Bob Sanders, Gary Brackett, and apparently Brittany Hagan. The only stipulation for me (as well as Bob and Gary, I'm sure) was that I couldn't open the door for myself, I had to wait for someone to come around and open it for me. Ah, wow is me, I'm so deprived! It goes without saying that I could not have asked for a better way to arrive to the wildest week of my life.
I was welcomed by Miss Indiana herself, Megan Meadors and a Hawaiin lei! After move in, we were graced with the presence of the MAO chairman Mr. Sam Haskell. He was an unbelievable speaker! He told stories from childhooh that all of us have. It was so great to hear something so relatable yet that still held great meaning. Next stop, the runway at fashion week. Well, not really, but that's what it felt like! The notorious Matt Stoltz came to shoot the videos that would open each night of competition. Donning exquisite gowns, fans in our hair, and some high energy music, each one of us truly felt like a supermodel. I thought, "How can this moment be topped?"
I couldn't have been more wrong. Every moment of this week topped the next because the next moment was the moment I met the Craig Munk and his booming voice. :) I had only heard about it, but never expected it to be SO startling. No, but truly, both Craig and Karen Munk put their heart and soul into producing a show that is unsurpassed in the state of Indiana. They brought us a national dance champion to do the choreography, which absolutely thrilled me! It took us three solid days of rehearsal, but we got it by gosh!
The first two days were filled with just that, rehearsals and food. LOTS of amazing food! Not only was I showered with my favorites by the Cosmo directors and my parents (peanut M and M's and Swedish fish in case you're wondering) but I was treated to some splendid culinary treats like Black Buggy, Abuelo's (I LOVE Mexican food), and Amore pizza. It was important to keep the energy level high throughout the week because we were on the go the entire time.
When we weren't rehearsing or eating fabulous food, we were out and about being with people. Zionsville welcomed our presence without any reservation. We first got to meet the Lions Club of Zionsville. Not only were we blown away by THEIR spirit of giving, but I was blown away by these women I got to spend the week with. We were each asked to take the microphone and tell our name, title, hometown, and talk about our platform (a surprise to us, but this was one of the many times that week we had to be as flexible and willing as Miss Indiana). After every single girl, I felt so connected. I felt like going out into the community and immediately acting on whatever cause they demanded because they each had so much invested and their heart truly was out in the open for each lion and contestant to see. The vulnerability in the room brought us all closer that day and was truly a highlight of the week.
Tuesday also brought us the best dress rehearsal ever. Not really. There were glitches... lots of glitches. Some of them planned. I cannot tell you how much fun we had announcing our "platforms" to the audience that night. Among these platforms were "Rhinestone Addiction: The Shiny Killer" and "Feed the Baton Twirling Contestant Leanna Ross" (We love you Leanna). I hope the audience that night had as much fun watching the show as we had performing it.
We probably needed a few laughs that night because the next day brought the dreaded day... interview day. I was lucky enough to talk to my mom that morning, say a prayer with her, and deliver my 30-second interview closing to her (although it took about a minute and a half because I was so choked up saying it out loud). Although the judges were on their toes, shooting questions left and right, even interrupting each other to ask me some truly tough questions, I walked out feeling as if I did everything I could have. I walked out feeling as if I had shown them my heart, and I knew that's all I could ask for.
Wednesday night preliminaries came and went in a flash, but I didn't walk away empty handed. My name was called as the swimsuit winner! Thank you Billy Blanks :) Not really, watching Giselle in a few fashion shows on YouTube before the competition definitely gave me a leg up. The excitement from the award made it a little hard to sleep that night, but the adrenaline I got from the next day's appearances pulled me through.
We started off the day my favorite way: good food and even better company. We got to spend the morning with the Elks in Lebanon, IN who have provided scholarships to the top ten as Miss Indiana for the last 40 years. As part of the Miss Indiana Scholarship Program, we are unbelievably grateful for their continued support, not only financially, but being a voice for us. When we thought the morning couldn't be topped, we hopped on the bus to go to our next stop: Riley Hospital for Children. Just walking into the atrium of this heaven-sent place can stop you in your tracks. You get a glimpse of a brave little face looking up at you from a red wagon, see a mom putting her warm hand on a tiny head bald from chemotherapy, or a brick in the hospital's foundation that represents a child that has passed and you just feel humbled. I can't tell you how honored I was just to be in the presence of just fearless souls. It's an even bigger honor to represent them, being an advocate of the Children's Miracle Network.
Although it is hard to follow up such an incredible appearance, but shopping is always a good place to start. After Riley's we got to shop at the infamous Secret Ingredient! I got an awesome bag and two pair of earrings for my mom who shares my love for big, shiny jewelry.
Preliminary night number two was just as exciting as night number one, although this one was full of emotions for me. After the show, seeing my family and friends was just enough to make my eyes brim with tears and then bawl. The adrenaline, exhaustion, and pressure had gotten to me and I just needed some good ole' fashioned hugs. Even though I may not have gotten enough that night, I sure got my fill the next day.
I have never met two little girls who loved hugs as much as my princesses Emma and Veeda. They welcomed me with open arms, and didn't stop until the moment everything was over, and I wouldn't have wanted it any other way. Throughout the day, through rehearsals and crownings and luncheons, they could not give enough hugs. Sometimes, it's the little ones who know all the secrets :) We got to meet some other special little ones later that day at the Boys and Girls Club. There was a "proud to be a girl" parade and a crowns vs. kids kickball game where a couple of kiddos may have gotten more of the kickball than they wanted. It was intense. Of course, we "let them" win.
My princesses accompanied me to the teen pageant last night and we graced the stage with a fun number with Miss Indiana and they got to be serenaded by Miss America herself. The teen pageant ended with the crowning of Miss Northeast's Outstanding Teen Lydia Daley. Lydia and I started our show business career together at Cathy Ann's Studio of Dance in Auburn many, many years ago. It was great to see her grow into such an accomplished and hilarious young lady.
Although I was thoroughly exhausted by this point, Friday was another night of restlessness. Waiting to find out if your life is changed forever is truly not easy. However, as soon as the day begun, we were on the move and didn't have time to contemplate if we would be performing that night. It began with a brunch with all of our family and friends where each contestant shared her experience, journey, or special moments within the Miss America Organization. Since I don't think I can reproduce the special and hilarious things that were shared there, I will leave that for the people who were there. I think it was one of those moments where ya just had to be there.
The afternoon brought the traditional parade down Main Street in Zionsville with my two princesses. I think I was truly just as excited as they were as this was only my second parade ever! We had a blast, let me tell you! I think I wore myself out waving, but I was lucky enough to get my caffeine kick from Eagle Coffee where I did my autograph signing!
Although it had been a fun filled morning and week at that, the tension and anxiety started to build as soon as the contestants met up again for our last dinner together at Cobblestone Grill. A few words of wisdom and comfort from Megan Meadors, Michael Nash, Frank Ricketts, and Katie Stam helped me to breath a little easier. One thing stuck in my head specifically and that was, "Approximately 350 talented, intelligent, and beautiful women competed acrosss the state this year, and 28 are sitting here now. You have already succeeded by being here." Those words were like a warm blanket to my heart. I had to remember six months back when I sat staring at pictures of the Miss Indiana week last year saying over and over again, " I just want to go to Miss Indiana one time, it looks like the time of their lives." And here I was, having the time of my life.
It didn't matter when I didn't make top ten that night (ok well it mattered for about 25 minutes of true sobbing). I was truly happy for the women that had put in the time and earned their spot to be there. My awards at the end of the night were even greater than the title or the crown. I was named Newcomer of the Year (which Justin says is a sign I'm going to be as big of a star as Peyton Manning since he was rookie of the year :) and Children's Miracle Network Award winner. I thought back to the times I had been at Riley. Looking at each of those kids, I though if I could just do something to help... something to help you have a normal childhood like I did. And I think I did help. I didn't come here to go to Miss America. Being in the Miss America Organization is not about the actual pageant. It's not about the trip to Las Vegas. It's not about the crown. Like I rehearsed to my mom with tears in my eyes a very special part of my closing, "I stand here today because I want to make a difference." I hope my trip to Miss Indiana made one other contestant laugh (I'm pretty sure I did that at least once with a few mishaps backstage), made two little princesses believe in dreams, and made one little chest at Riley breath easier. That is what I came here to do, and that is what I did. Remember "if anything counts, everything counts."
Warm Wishes,
Britt
Monday, June 15, 2009
The Biggest Week of the Year!
Hello!
As I take a break from the seemingly endless packing, I look back over the whirlwind of the past few days. I hope everyone has found themselves enjoying the BEAUTIFUL weather the past couple of days! I know I have! After an intense few days of dress rehearsal (complete with a even a couple of tears), I got a much needed rest. I got to take a few days off of preparation to be at the lake with my family and friends. I can't tell you how good it was to be home in the company of my girlfriends! There was great food, boating, and just enjoying the sunshine, some of my favorite things. In addition, Saturday, Katherine (my director) came to my house in Angola and helped me pack for Miss Indiana. I don't think I have ever been so anal in my life! We had a garment bag for each day of the week labeled with exactly what each contained down to the last earring. Not to mention my competition gear and its intense organization, complete with a shoe rack, makeup "tackle box", and a three-drawer rolling storage unit. Who knew the Miss Indiana pageant required so much gear?!
This week is time to focus more than ever, get every little detail taken care of so that I can enjoy not only the week of Miss Indiana without having to think, but so that I can enjoy my friend Christa's wedding this weekend. I don't want to let this beautiful occassion fly by without savoring the few last days with my friend (she is moving to London after the honeymoon) because I'm too stressed to be in the present moment. I have to remember that although I have worked to prepare for this competition harder than anything else in my life, not to miss out on wonderful life that is going on around me. Every day, even if just an hour or so, I put down my endless to-do lists and "crack"berry and focus on the people around me, spending some valuable moments with them. Achieving a big dream like making it to the Miss Indiana Pageant as well as my goals while I am there will not be worth it if I have forgotten to live and make people smile while I'm at it. That is the reason I am competing in the first place, to be in the company of some fabulous women and to impact as many lives as I can. Wish me luck! I hope to see some (if not all) of you there :)
Warmest wishes,
Britt
As I take a break from the seemingly endless packing, I look back over the whirlwind of the past few days. I hope everyone has found themselves enjoying the BEAUTIFUL weather the past couple of days! I know I have! After an intense few days of dress rehearsal (complete with a even a couple of tears), I got a much needed rest. I got to take a few days off of preparation to be at the lake with my family and friends. I can't tell you how good it was to be home in the company of my girlfriends! There was great food, boating, and just enjoying the sunshine, some of my favorite things. In addition, Saturday, Katherine (my director) came to my house in Angola and helped me pack for Miss Indiana. I don't think I have ever been so anal in my life! We had a garment bag for each day of the week labeled with exactly what each contained down to the last earring. Not to mention my competition gear and its intense organization, complete with a shoe rack, makeup "tackle box", and a three-drawer rolling storage unit. Who knew the Miss Indiana pageant required so much gear?!
This week is time to focus more than ever, get every little detail taken care of so that I can enjoy not only the week of Miss Indiana without having to think, but so that I can enjoy my friend Christa's wedding this weekend. I don't want to let this beautiful occassion fly by without savoring the few last days with my friend (she is moving to London after the honeymoon) because I'm too stressed to be in the present moment. I have to remember that although I have worked to prepare for this competition harder than anything else in my life, not to miss out on wonderful life that is going on around me. Every day, even if just an hour or so, I put down my endless to-do lists and "crack"berry and focus on the people around me, spending some valuable moments with them. Achieving a big dream like making it to the Miss Indiana Pageant as well as my goals while I am there will not be worth it if I have forgotten to live and make people smile while I'm at it. That is the reason I am competing in the first place, to be in the company of some fabulous women and to impact as many lives as I can. Wish me luck! I hope to see some (if not all) of you there :)
Warmest wishes,
Britt
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